My Thoughts on Epstein (Part 1)
- Brad Zayac
- 5 hours ago
- 10 min read
What is being revealed to the public via the Epstein files is truly gruesome stuff. I mean, we’ve kinda always known our leaders are corrupt, but to see the sheer volume and all the gory details is a lot to stomach.
I hope I can provide some help and support to you reading this. Maybe you’re disgusted, angry, overwhelmed. Maybe you feel powerless, confused or unsure of how to move forward. No matter where you are at in your process, I will do my best to share some enlightening and uplifting perspectives on the situation.
As an initial reminder, the earth itself and the population of humanity as a whole is going through an awakening process just like each and every one of us as individuals. Just like in your own life, you must fully see your own vice before you can overcome it. When it comes to challenging feelings, the quickest way out is through. This is not the time for denial, avoidance or rationalization. This is the time for honesty and patience.
As ugly as all this is, seeing the mess has always been the necessary first step in correction. We need to see and understand the problem fully before we can fix it. What exactly is going on in these treacherous circles of powerful people? What is the origin of the issue? What caused all this and what purpose was it serving?
My hope is that clearly dissecting this and identifying the problem, we can gain clarity of our own role as individuals in reorganizing society to be rid of this once and for all.
A Cautionary Word
In the heat of emotion, its easy to want to jump right into some kind of action. While that can burn off some steam and bring some relief, more often it just leads to more chaos and mess to clean up later. It will come time to take action, and lots of it, but first we must breathe and think clearly.
Watch your nervous system. When you think about our leaders’ corruption, does it trigger a fight, flight, or freeze reaction. Do you want them to be punished? Do you want to go find somewhere else to live? Do you just want to shut off from the world and pretend this isn’t happening? While I totally feel you and have been in these states myself, these kinds of reactions won’t lead anywhere fruitful. These are all signs of distress and not ideal states to be making decisions or taking action from. If you are experiencing thoughts like this, you are not thinking clearly and productively, there is still emotional tension to release from your system.
If you are triggered, your number one priority is to get back to a state of balance and clarity. To go from fight or flight to stay and play. Maybe you can just feel and breathe for a while until you calm down, maybe you need some good nourishing food or company. Maybe you need some rest. Everyone’s situation and way to do this is unique, so I leave it to you to be aware of yourself. You deserve your own compassion and patience. The world will be fine if you prioritize self care for a while.
When you have calmed down and are ready for more information about what’s going on and what to do about it, then we can move forward productively.
Going a Step Further
A part of me is very excited to see the masses waking up to these harsh realities. Though I didn’t know all the gory details, I started to become aware of these things in 2020. It’s a wild feeling to know that all your favorite world leaders and celebrities are taking part in demonic rituals where they violate and eat children; that civilization has been consciously built by the super rich to support the enslavement of humanity by evil forces. That alone is crazy enough. But imagine trying to share this with someone who is not ready to hear it. You get dismissed as a conspiracy theorist, no matter how right you are.
So I’ve bided my time, focusing on my own life and other things. Yet now is finally the time. What was once a conspiracy is being brought to courts of law. What has always been happening is now coming to light. It’s very exciting for someone like me, because I know I can help people come to terms with this into a place of hope and clarity as I have.
So we now know that powerful people have been engaging in nasty stuff, but where people need to go next is understanding the bigger picture. This is more than some kinky sex stuff that got out of hand. It serves a very specific purpose on the world stage.
The Spiritual Elite
The first step is understanding that these world leaders are very spiritually aware people.
The general population are spiritual in the way of going through the motions at church, half-heartedly believing in some judgmental deity in the sky, hoping something nice happens after death, celebrating some holidays but mostly rooted in a scientific understanding of reality. Very few go beyond this depth of engagement with the spiritual world. They are asleep to that aspect of their reality.
On the other hand, our leaders are very engaged on the spiritual plane. Many of them are possessed by or directly serving powerful dark forces (call them demons, gods, evil spirits, entities, or whatever you like, the words are not so important right now). We the general population have been purposely trained to see these kinds of things as fiction. That we live in a world made up of atoms and molecules, and stories of angels and demons is what primitive man used to make sense of a world he didn’t understand scientifically.
What’s really going on is that there is much happening on the invisible planes of reality that has a significant impact on our day to day experience. Whether or not science has understood the mechanisms, these forces are real and always have been.
Our leaders have been serving and teaming up with dark forces to serve their own interests at the cost of the public.
Defining Demon
Let’s look at the difference between good and evil. I’ll define both terms simply here. God is good. God is the source, the totality of existence, the sense and idea of oneness, wholeness. Evil is illusion, the sense and idea of separateness, that there is an individual that must compete with others.
All the beings on the spiritual plane live on a spectrum of awakeness. There are those aligned with the source, God and those that are self-serving and fundamentally evil. God-resonant beings have the infinite source as a source of energy and light. No matter how beaten or battered they get in this spiritual warfare, they can always return to the light of God and be restored.
Evil or demonic beings have forsaken this connection to God. They have turned away from God and eliminated their connection. This means that in order to survive, they must consume the light and life of other beings. The defining characteristics of a demon is it being self-serving and parasitic in nature. They are driven by sins like addiction/lust, wrath/rage/vengeance, greed/avarice, envy/jealousy, gluttony/waste, laziness/discouragement, pride/self-importance.
God-Aligned beings are Self-serving rather than self-serving. Their actions transcend the individual will to instead be aligned with the will of the whole. They are driven by virtues like purity, generosity, patience, kindness, discipline/conservation, diligence, humility.
The Death Machine
In order for demons to survive, they must feed. A term that has been used to describe the food they eat is “loosh”. Loosh is the etheric substance that is emitted from humans and animals during experiences of intense fear, threat, pain or death. This is an invisible substance that emitted from the aura that keeps the parasitic entities alive.
This is why the war machine rages on so relentlessly, especially in the middle east. These are prime feeding grounds for negative parasitic entities. The world leaders make decisions that generate more death and bloodshed and in exchange, the demons grant them fame, money and power. Demons can’t make money out of thin air, but depending on how strong they are, they can exert influence on the minds of humans to direct action, pulling the strings from another dimension.
This is also why life is made to be so hard and difficult for the average person. Mainstream, religion, education, media, medical, financial systems are all purposely designed to keep the populace as a whole in a state of weakness. The demons want us alive, but just enough to produce loosh to feed the armies of darkness. This weak state has kept humans vulnerable to the immense brainwashing and mind control systems in place, ensuring that slavery remains intact. The whole situation is not unlike a factory farming operation with humans being the livestock. Slaughtered to feed the demons and negative aliens.
One of the most surefire ways to become rich and famous is to practice these demonic rituals (often involving gay sex, sacrifice, torture, cannibalism, rape, pedofilia, etc). Don’t be surprised to see many more celebrities, politicians, wealthy elites, and world leaders be exposed as a knowing participant, bystander and/or benefactor of the enslavement of humanity in this way. Consider anyone who’s famous to be on the Epstein list. I’m not saying everyone is guilty, just that you shouldn’t put your faith in people who don’t deserve it. Instead put your faith in God and your own higher nature.
I won’t get too far into the specifics of how far this reaches right now, just be ready to have your whole world be turned upside down over the next few months.
The Shock of It All
It is easy to be overwhelmed by all of this. I recommend you take lots of deep breaths while reading this if this is new information for you. Once you move through the initial shock, there is actually a clear path forward and a lot to be excited about. At the end I will provide some specific recommendations for how to participate in the building of a new and better world.
When I was first learning of the extent of this global control program, I too was overwhelmed at first, but then there were feelings of vindication, like my suspicions were confirmed. I knew something was wrong, and now I know why. As horrible as it is, there’s an empowerment aspect to it. Yeah it’s bad, but at least we know now and that’s the first step to doing something about it.
For this blog, that’s enough looking at the darkness. Now it's time to paint the other side of this picture.
All Roads Lead to God
God has not gone anywhere. It’s not that God allowed this to happen. Just because the darkness is so visible right now does not mean the light has gone. God has given us all (including the self-serving entities) the power of choice. We get to choose to be virtuous or not and then we get the feedback of the world created by our choices.
One key thing to remember is that evil is inherently more obvious, loud and visible. Evil chases power, status, fame. The vanity wishes to be seen, wishes to appear superior. Light doesn’t value visibility in the same way. It’s not that the light is hiding, it’s just minding its own business. People who have strong light are not largely visible on the world stage because light naturally leads to contentedness and humility, unobvious lives not needing the attention of the masses.
Evil is only dangerous in the darkness, once it moves into the light, its power quickly dissipates. The only way this level of evil could come to light was through the power of God-resonant decisions. Consider all the individuals that had to keep pushing to capture and organize evidence, to pursue the appropriate legal action, that drive to hold people accountable. All those people chose to overcome resistance so we could see the Truth. They undoubtedly faced opposition, yet here we are finally with a large public revealing of some of the depravity.
The fact that we are even seeing this means the light is coming in strong. Now the awareness of the collective can pour onto this darkness, sapping its former strength. Just all of us seeing and talking about what's really going on empowers us as individuals to see more clearly. Some of that mysterious pressure we weren’t even aware of before has been relieved. Our concepts of how the world works can be enlightened to be more accurate.
In response to this turmoil, many are consciously looking to God with stronger intent. We can’t and shouldn’t rely on the leaders we’ve had, so while we wait for more-deserving ones, we must become our own leaders. This is a kind of revolution, but one that’s happening inside the heart of every human. Just like these people have leveraged the power of darkness, you can leverage the power of light to enlighten and enliven yourself.
Meditation works. Prayer Works. God is here for everyone who opens their heart. God is not something you should believe in. You are a part of God and God is a part of you. Your God Self is something you should seek to build a direct relationship with and awareness of. Cultivate an understanding that is your own and live by that understanding. Listen, quiet your own mind, release your fears and just listen to what’s left.
Ask for God’s guidance and protection. See and feel this protection as a field of platinum silver light totally within and around you. Ask God to help you see more clearly. Pray for the discernment to see through the artifice. You need no book or holy man to meet God. God has always been within you. You have always been God.
When we go to church on Sunday, are we really celebrating God, or participating in a demonic blood sacrifice ritual (eating the body and blood of Jesus)? When we go to vote are we responsibly participating in the democratic process, or being given the illusion of choice between two people controlled by the same forces? When we attend a protest, are we standing up for what is right, or producing demon fuel through the perpetuation of conflict and violence?
There is much work to be done, but it must be the right work done in the right way. If you are blinded by judgment, fear or emotion, you are more prone to be influenced by dark forces. Now is the time to purify the body and mind. We each have a unique role to play. Release your fear through understanding and the right action will reveal itself.
Strengthen your heart by loving others and viewing those around you with compassion. Release your grip on your own ideas of who you should be or what you should do. Just listen to your own inner wisdom and a beautiful life beyond your imagination can show up for you.
In Part 2 of this piece, I will speak more specifically about how we can create a new world together that is more in alignment with the natural abundance of God’s light. By changing on a personal level, we change the collective conditions and set the stage for new creation.

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